Friday, February 09, 2007 ; 10:10 PM {♥}
I was a naughty girl for a day.
I didn't do my homework that day. And I feel bad about it. How should I say? It's weird cause I've never cared about such matters and now I feel so bad about it. Maybe homework has placed itself as one of my responsibilities. That is probably it. And to have myself say that, I'm quite happy, to tell the truth. I'm one step closer to being a responsible and nice girl. Someone whom I aspire to be but am not. I wonder why I'm trying to change myself?
Is it because I'm not happy with myself or maybe it's lack of confidence. Both seems to be a better a answer. All I know is I do not have lovely aspects like "Kindness", "Beauty", "Talent", "Virtuous". And all these are what a refined woman is like. A perfect woamn is like this. And I guess I'm just really dissapointed in myself. Why wasn't I born perfect? They say nobody is perfect... But I sure wish I was. What can I do to boost my confidence?
June. Jingjie
Labels: sentimentals
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
