Thursday, September 20, 2007 ; 11:14 PM {♥}
You think I'm stressed?
I wished so but I think not.
You must think I'm crazy. Whoever wishes to be stressed? But somehow, I feel that stress is a bad feeling that presses you to working harder. Why? Because stress makes you think that you're not working hard enough and it drives you to slog everday, puts you into hell... but in the end, you will usually be fine. Or should I say... even better than lazing around even though exams are just around the corner?
Maybe I really don't give a damn about my future anymore. Even though I've been thinking so much about it.
I guess it's still so far away that's why. Can't imagine me achieving my ambition. Wait, did I ever tell you about my ambition? My ambition is to excel in computing science and immigrate to Japan and get a job at the Squaresoft company and in the end... create my very own Final Fantasy game or Kingdom Hearts. Doesn't it sound like a girl's wildest dreams? But wait, girls don't usually want such things. I should say, jayjay's wildest dreams. But then again... it's just a faraway dream. I really far away one.
Anyway. The blog's on hiatus until tenth of october because moch says: "It's time to get your butt a'smackin and go study!"
Cause she just loves to motivate me. or so I thought.
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Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
