Saturday, April 04, 2009 ; 10:44 AM {♥}
I'm sorry, Mr. Ng.
I'm sorry, Mrs. Wong.
I'm sorry, Mr. Lim.
I'm sorry, Mr. Teo.
I'm sorry, Mr. Iskandar.
I'm sorry, Mdm Sau.
I'm sorry, Nicholas.
I'm sorry, Javier.
I'm sorry, Si Hui.
I'm sorry, Benjamin.
I'm sorry, Jiamin.
I'm sorry, Isaac.
I'm sorry, Laura.
I'm sorry, Wei Ting.
I apologize to all the alumni too.
I failed. I couldn't do it. Couldn't make anyone proud of me.
To Nicholas Tan, I'm especially sorry.
Through all these times you've been with us. Taught us even though you could very well study for your A Levels. You've encouraged us. You've cared for us.
But I couldn't do anything to repay you. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm very sorry. Sorry I couldn't get back the GWH for you. Sorry I couldn't even get a gold.
I don't know how to face you anymore.
To Mr. Ng and Mrs. Wong, I'm especially sorry too.
You loved us, cared for us, were concerned about us... But I couldn't reward your efforts. There is no GWH to give. Mr. Ng always scolded us before. But I know he was just concerned about us. He lost his sleep, always thinking about us and always making time to take us. He tried to teach us everything he knew. But why couldn't we become good enough? I'm sorry, Mr. Ng, I truly am. We have failed you. To Mrs. Wong, we couldn't give you the GWH even though you've stood by us. Everybody understands your love for this band and your love for all of us. We wanted to give you something in return for all the love and effort you put into us. We wanted to, but we failed.
I'm sorry to the both of you, really.
To all the alumnis, I don't know how to face you guys. We've ruined the DHSSB you created. We've brought it down to shambles. The GWH you've all worked so hard to achieve is now replaced by a mere silver. I am truly ashamed of myself. I am sorry. Really sorry...
I'm sorry to everybody who pinned high hopes on us.
There's no need to worry about me. I've fell and shed tears till my eyes run dry.
So now, it's time to climb back up. I want to climb even higher than before.
I hope Mr. Ng can give us another chance. Because we don't want to give up now. We want to continue this journey until we get the GWH. Please, give us another chance.
Senior High Band, I will definitely be a part of it.
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Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
