Tuesday, November 04, 2008 ; 10:35 PM {♥}
I love this song so much, I'm going to post the lyrics here so that I can sing it!
粉雪 Konayuki
-Remioromen.
konayuki mau kisetsu wa itsumo surechigai
hitogomi ni magiretemo onaji sora
miteru noni
kaze ni fukarete nitayou ni kogoeru noni
Season of snow powder always come
Although we are mixed up with a mass of people
we are looking on the same sky
Blown by the wind, and we are chilled by it
boku wa kimi no subete nado shittewa inai darou
soredemo ichiokunin kara kimi
wo mitsuketayo
konkyo wa naikedo honki de omotterunda
I may not know everything about you
Nevertheless, I've found you among 100 million of
people
There's no proof but I'm very serious of it
sasai na iiai mo nakute onaji jikan wo ikitenado ikenai
sunao ni narenai nara
yorokobi mo kanashimi mo munashiidake
It's impossible to live in the same time with no single quarrel
If we can't be honest, happiness and sadness are just meaningless
konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
futari no kodoku wo wakeau
koto ga dekitano kai?
If the snow powder may whiten deep to our heart
Could we both share our loneliness?
boku wa kimi no kokoro ni mimi wo oshiatete
sono koe no suru hou e sutto
fukaku made
orite yukitai soko de mou ichido aou
I would press my ear near to your heart
And go down deep into the place where I hear that voice and meet you once again
wakari aitai nante uwabe
wo nadeteita nowa boku no hou
kimi no kajikanda
te mo nigiri
shimeru koto dakede tsunagatteitanoni
We want to understand each other
It's me who softly brush the surface
Just by tightly gripping your numb and cold hand
We are tied to each other
konayuki nee eien wo mae ni amarini moroku
zaratsuku asufaruto no ue shimi ni
natte yukuyo
Snow powder is too fragile
In front of us, keep on leaving stains on the rough asphalt forever
konayuki nee toki ni tayori naku kokoro wa yureru
soredemo boku wa kimi no
koto mamori tsuzuketai
Snow powder doesnot rely on time, moving our heart
Nevertheless, I'd still like to keep on protecting you
konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
futari no kodoku wo
tsutsunde sora ni kaesu kara
If the snow powder may whiten deep to our heart
It will cover both our loneliness and return it to the sky...
粉雪舞う季節はいつもすれ違い
人ごみに紛れても同じ空見てるのに
風に吹かれて似たように凍えるのに
僕は君のすべてなど知ってはいないだろう
それでも一億人から君を見つけたよ
根拠はないけど本気で思ってるんだ
些細な言い合いもなくて同じ時間を生きてなどいけない
素直になれないなら喜びも悲しみも空しいだけ
僕は君の心に耳を押し当てて
その声のする方へすっと深くまで 降りてゆきたいそこでもう一度会おう
分かり合いたいなんて 上辺を撫でていた（なでていた）のは僕のほう
君の悴んだ（かじかんだ）手も握り閉めることだけで繋がってたのに
粉雪ねえ永遠を前にあまりに脆く
ざらつくアスファルトの上染みになってゆくよ
粉雪ねえ時に頼りなく心は揺れる
それでも僕は君のこと守り続けたい
粉雪ねえ心まで白く染められたなら
２人の孤独を包んで空に返すから
Labels: diary, rambles, sentimentals
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
; 10:28 PM {♥}
Kahmin// You exaggerate too much luh. What's with "you must be a writer"?!
LOL. It's not even that good =.= If I have to be a writer, you have to be an
official boob blaster man. Oh wait, I forgot you already are. Haha, my blog
never exists to be alive anyway. It's just there when I need it (:
BinBin// ._.? I don't get the part about pretending to be angry... Anyway,
my answers are obviously funny, I'm a humorous bi-sexual, ya' know :D
NingQian// LOL, you can blogsearch your name? How do you do that,
lol?
Labels: rambles
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
; 10:08 PM {♥}
One Litre of Tears has inspired me.
I won't say how much because I haave yet to feel the extent of its inspiration but at least it got me thinking.
Not about angsty things like death.
And it's no longer about the future that I had claimed to be oh-so-bleak.
It made me think about...
The present and what I should do about it.
I want to have a fufilling life. And I sort of envied Aya-chan in this sense. Her life though short, was fufilling and impactful. My life is just one heck of lazyness. I obviously want to find my goal in life but before I do, I want to do something about this one heck of lazyness. Because I realised that if I don't change now, by the time I found my goal in life, I might not be able to strive towards it anymore.
I feel that lazyness will take hold of me. Slowly, but surely, it will make me lose my will, like it already had.
I want to learn to work hard. I want to learn to be responsible. I want to learn to persevere. I want to learn to be serious.
But sometimes, I find myself, making all these resolutions to be better but in the end forgetting all of them as if they were just a dream.
I hate saying "It's okay to do badly this year because it's not so important yet. I will do better next year because next year, it's important" to myself. They are just excuses. Empty words with no truth within.
I realised that I might not be able to work hard and strive for next year as much as I'd wish to. Lazyness is taking over me like a drug addiction. And it's hard quitting slacking like it's hard quitting smoking. The toxic is spreading over me, I can feel it.
And I want to change. I want to stop the addiction. I want to become the better person that I always dreamed of.
I know the road ahead is full of thorns and rocks that will slow me down and trip me. And I know that this might just be another resolution to forget later. But I've made it a point to try my best to endure and to remember whenever I can. "1リットルの涙" will remind me of my pormise to myself.
I promised myself, that I will try my best to work hard.
And I don't want to betray even myself by breaking that promise. At least, I want to stay true to myself. I want to show the world that even I, can keep a promise to myself.
がんばっていきまっしょい, Jayちゃん!
Labels: diary, sentimentals
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
