Saturday, February 28, 2009 ; 9:48 PM {♥}
Sick and tired of facing you.
Sick and tired of you telling me I'm not trying hard enough.
Sick and tired of watching you find excuses.
Sick and tired of hearing you say how much you love b**d
Sick and tired of you trying to force your way back into the world you no longer belong to.
Sick and tired of you, you and just you.
We used to be happy together, but now we're even happier without you.
You love the b**d but unfortunately, we don't love you back. And I bet you didn't even know that.
Under the covers, are you really sure about how we feel towards you?
The answer is no, but you don't know it.
tag replies.
Gavin// linked :D
MS. SOPHS// I'M NOT MS. JINX >.< and obviously gay fits me :D I'm GAY!
Isabel// linked :D JIA YOU FOR SYF! Loves your harp!
Binx2// It's okay, extreme gayness was what I was looking for :D Haha, are you trying to hint to me that you already found it?
Eli// JIA YOU TOO :D Loves cellos!
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
Sunday, February 01, 2009 ; 3:50 PM {♥}
Yeah man, I realized something after yesterday.
I'm a bitch, seriously.
Bitching about someone is extremely fun, especially about that someone. I don't know why but the things that you do, is stupidly and insanely funny. Well, I guess it's not good to talk behind someone's back so...
I shall start repenting now.
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One second of repenting has been done.
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Okay, I think I'm forgiven, right? At least I repented for one second :D I'm sure that's more than enough.
Okay! Ready for more bitching again!
Haha, anyway, had fun talking to everybody yesterday. It was so enjoyable...
Even though that ridiculous Auntie escaped without returning my beloved purple pencil, but still, it was a whole lot of fun.
I think I really bonded with my juniors yesterday :D It's these kind of things that make me feel more motivated for band. It makes me love my juniors more so I want to see them again soon! When's the next band practice man?
I've decided. I shall stay if my juniors do too! They're just too adorable to abandon, haha.
Realized that I haven't ever posted a picture of my Sora for you guys...
so here you go!
BUH-BYE!
Labels: diary, rambles, sentimentals
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
Friday, January 16, 2009 ; 9:26 PM {♥}
I don't how many times I have been saying this but...
Please help yourselves and help us.
At least give us a reason to work. If you don't work hard, we can't bring ourselves to do it either. If you tell me you're tired, I can say the same thing. At the very least, be willing, so that we can do our best to help you.
This is a challenge. And you have the responsibility to rise up to the occasion.
Please help us all. Be the hero, save everyone.
Our chance lies in your hands. Give us a chance and give yourself a chance too.
Labels: diary, rambles, sentimentals
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
Saturday, December 20, 2008 ; 10:28 PM {♥}
Moch// BOOHOO. Then I can only say... HATES MOCH!
Wenlin// Of course luh! My mahjong mahs!
TongWei// I missed you man :D
Roy// Lol. Patapon gets boring after a while ._.
Nicholas// You should have thought about that before making me the band treasurer.
Dilys// LOL. I'm okay luh! I'm not the kind of person who will emo very long one.
KahMin// Aiyoh, you poor thing. Go and smack that bloody psp shop guy.
BinBin// LOOOOOL. BINBIN IS A SHORTY YAY! randomness -.-
Labels: rambles
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
Friday, December 12, 2008 ; 7:15 PM {♥}
Did you ever wish you were another person, leading another life?
I just felt like that this evening.
I was walking down the road pretending to be another person again. Like I wasn't Zhong Jingjie. Wasn't a Singaporean. Wasn't a Dunmanian. Didn't play the trombone. Didn't live in Punggol. Didn't have a good friend turned bad. Didn't bitch about her after that.
And it's not like we all don't know what I'm talking about. But then again, I don't feel like Ms. Nice today and don't feel like doing that "Let's-put-on-big-fake-smileys-and-try-to-pretend-nothing-happened-although-we-all-know-the-world-changed"
Sometimes, it's so tiring doing something that you don't like. It's like reading a very hard book and trying even harder to make sense of those unidentifiable words that go on forever. Like trying to make any sense of why I'm even playing this game of pretend with you. Even when the whole world knows what the hell is going on.
Well, suck it up.
Because I can't put up this happy facade forever when I ain't no Elmo. And that's that.
Labels: diary, rambles, sentimentals
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
Tuesday, November 04, 2008 ; 10:35 PM {♥}
I love this song so much, I'm going to post the lyrics here so that I can sing it!
粉雪 Konayuki
-Remioromen.
konayuki mau kisetsu wa itsumo surechigai
hitogomi ni magiretemo onaji sora
miteru noni
kaze ni fukarete nitayou ni kogoeru noni
Season of snow powder always come
Although we are mixed up with a mass of people
we are looking on the same sky
Blown by the wind, and we are chilled by it
boku wa kimi no subete nado shittewa inai darou
soredemo ichiokunin kara kimi
wo mitsuketayo
konkyo wa naikedo honki de omotterunda
I may not know everything about you
Nevertheless, I've found you among 100 million of
people
There's no proof but I'm very serious of it
sasai na iiai mo nakute onaji jikan wo ikitenado ikenai
sunao ni narenai nara
yorokobi mo kanashimi mo munashiidake
It's impossible to live in the same time with no single quarrel
If we can't be honest, happiness and sadness are just meaningless
konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
futari no kodoku wo wakeau
koto ga dekitano kai?
If the snow powder may whiten deep to our heart
Could we both share our loneliness?
boku wa kimi no kokoro ni mimi wo oshiatete
sono koe no suru hou e sutto
fukaku made
orite yukitai soko de mou ichido aou
I would press my ear near to your heart
And go down deep into the place where I hear that voice and meet you once again
wakari aitai nante uwabe
wo nadeteita nowa boku no hou
kimi no kajikanda
te mo nigiri
shimeru koto dakede tsunagatteitanoni
We want to understand each other
It's me who softly brush the surface
Just by tightly gripping your numb and cold hand
We are tied to each other
konayuki nee eien wo mae ni amarini moroku
zaratsuku asufaruto no ue shimi ni
natte yukuyo
Snow powder is too fragile
In front of us, keep on leaving stains on the rough asphalt forever
konayuki nee toki ni tayori naku kokoro wa yureru
soredemo boku wa kimi no
koto mamori tsuzuketai
Snow powder doesnot rely on time, moving our heart
Nevertheless, I'd still like to keep on protecting you
konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
futari no kodoku wo
tsutsunde sora ni kaesu kara
If the snow powder may whiten deep to our heart
It will cover both our loneliness and return it to the sky...
粉雪舞う季節はいつもすれ違い
人ごみに紛れても同じ空見てるのに
風に吹かれて似たように凍えるのに
僕は君のすべてなど知ってはいないだろう
それでも一億人から君を見つけたよ
根拠はないけど本気で思ってるんだ
些細な言い合いもなくて同じ時間を生きてなどいけない
素直になれないなら喜びも悲しみも空しいだけ
僕は君の心に耳を押し当てて
その声のする方へすっと深くまで 降りてゆきたいそこでもう一度会おう
分かり合いたいなんて 上辺を撫でていた（なでていた）のは僕のほう
君の悴んだ（かじかんだ）手も握り閉めることだけで繋がってたのに
粉雪ねえ永遠を前にあまりに脆く
ざらつくアスファルトの上染みになってゆくよ
粉雪ねえ時に頼りなく心は揺れる
それでも僕は君のこと守り続けたい
粉雪ねえ心まで白く染められたなら
２人の孤独を包んで空に返すから
Labels: diary, rambles, sentimentals
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
; 10:28 PM {♥}
Kahmin// You exaggerate too much luh. What's with "you must be a writer"?!
LOL. It's not even that good =.= If I have to be a writer, you have to be an
official boob blaster man. Oh wait, I forgot you already are. Haha, my blog
never exists to be alive anyway. It's just there when I need it (:
BinBin// ._.? I don't get the part about pretending to be angry... Anyway,
my answers are obviously funny, I'm a humorous bi-sexual, ya' know :D
NingQian// LOL, you can blogsearch your name? How do you do that,
lol?
Labels: rambles
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
Friday, October 24, 2008 ; 10:49 PM {♥}
Too much emo things. GayJay isn't supposed to be emo! I'm gay, remember? Wakaka. Here's a quiz from bin.
1) The person who tagged: Binx2 -.-
2) Your relationship with him/her is: My youngest daughter ._.
3) Your five impressions of him/her:
short :D
Likes to do dumb things (like calling pizza hut and telling them her no. is 62353535)
laughs and talks damn loudly (she inheirted my genes luh)
Is the cutest person you'll ever meet!
4) The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you: She brings joy to my life!
5) The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you: Just bin it!
6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will: I will not resort to being a pedophile and commit incest at the same time when I have my harem of bishies.
7) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: Her rashness >:D (Hell knows no fury like BinBin's wrath)
8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: Pacify her? I'm a pacifist kay? WORLD PEACE!
9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: I got on her nerves by teasing her too much?
10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: Play Patapon with her!
11) Your overall impression of him/her is: A crazy and vulgur woman who makes you laugh and love her :D
12) How you think people around you will feel about you? Most probably, irritating?
13) The characteristics you love of yourself are: I carry out reflections constantly.
14) On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are: I tend to irritate people by not knowing what the right thing to say is.
15) The most ideal person you want to be is: Never a hypocrite. I hope to at least be true to myself.
16) For people who care for and like you, say something to them: Even if our amiable feelings may not last forever, remember that at least I've loved you and never doubt my feeling before even if it were to change in the future.
17) Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you?
1. clarissa
2. bernice
3. chervelle
4. edric?
5. wenlin
6. kengheng
7. sophin
8. NingQian
9. SuanYing
10. Fion
18) Who is no.6 having relationship with? (kengheng) *coughs*sophin*coughs* Erm, I ddn't say anything?
19) Is no. 9 a male or female? (SuanYing) female and proud to be part of the lametrios with crappy theories.
20) If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (sophin and fion) Well, they are kind of like the same kind of people even if they don't know eatch other ._.
22) What is no.2 studying about? (bernice) Possibly another crappy theory for the lame trios with crappy theories or maybe even a new nickname for dearest royroy.
23) When is the last time you had a chat with no.3? (chervelle) That'd be last monday. She didn't come for band today D:
24) What kind of music band does no.8 like? (NingQian) English pop songs that I don't know about.
25) Does no.1 have any siblings? (clarissa) Yeah, a cute little brother who likes to play with us.
26) Will you woo no.3? (chervelle) I might cause she's so pretty and cute! But she's already Chervelle Su.
27) How about no.7? (sophin) ZOMG! I don't like aunties! And she keeps calling me bella -.-
28) Is no.4 single? (edric) From the last time I asked him, yes.
29) What is the surname of no.5? (wenlin) YAP
30) What's the hobby for no.4? (edric) My guess is... watching hentai animes.
31) Does no.5 and 9 get along well? (wenlin and suanying) You think? They might if they even know each other.
32) Where is no.2 studying at? (bernice) XinMin Secondary School!
33) Say something casual about no.1: (clarissa) She Loves herself. *LOVES MOCH*
34) Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? (NingQian) She's way out of my league!
35) Where does no.9 live at? (Suanying) Hmm, good question. That is for you to find out (:
36) What colour does no.3 like? (Chervelle) I'm thinking green?
37) Are no.5 and 1 best friends? (clarissa and wenlin) Not a chance!
38) Does no. 1 have any pets? (Clarissa) YES! I LOVE SNOWY!
39) Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? (Sophin) Sexy Auntie lol. She likes to open her legs to give everyone a free show.
40) What is no. 10 doing now? (Fion) She might just be singing her chinese pop again.
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
Friday, September 19, 2008 ; 10:03 PM {♥}
yes, here goes nothing...
my first photoshop cs3 creation. An original by thegayjay, only credits are to paul for his arrow brushes. whee~ I made the clouds myself :D
tag replies.
janyearone// o.o okay, so you are...?
rumeng// rumeng is retarded. end of story.
moch// miss you loads too :D loves moch!
secone// is this the same person as janyearone? haha, im from nan chiau
:Dbinx2// whoa this is like the pot calling the kettle black. you should get
some rest yourself, buddy, and stop mugging to one a.m. in the morning
everyday.jy// randomness. go read your new book luh.
Labels: diary, rambles, sentimentals
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
Monday, September 15, 2008 ; 10:56 PM {♥}
the daily musings of theGAYJAY.
sometimes we may look back and find good things from the past,
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but to find better things, you can only look to the future.
Labels: diary, rambles, sentimentals
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
Sunday, April 13, 2008 ; 2:59 PM {♥}
Javier// Omg! So nice :D haha, I bet you won't see this reply
though. Happy belated rhythmn!
Binx2// LOL. I update now already
luh. happy?
Elizabeth// omg. lol I never link you =.= what's your
blog?
Xingqi// Why are you here? Haha =.=
Labels: rambles
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
Thursday, August 16, 2007 ; 8:39 PM {♥}
Firstly, let me start with the most important statement of the day.
YOU SUCK AND WE ALL KNOW IT.
Well, for starters, our whole class hates you. That's such a nice start off point. Well, lookie here. If you still don't get the point, feel free to come over here and ask me. I'd like to help you understand by giving you a million tight slaps on your wide face.
YOU FREAKING SUCKER. making oddball cry like that. It was the most absurd thing ever. Oddball was usually the strongest and toughest one among us but when I came into the classroom, she was crying. And guess what? It's your fault! IT'S YOUR FREAKING FAULT YOU HELL OF A WHORE.
And you want to hear more? I hate you to the core. Your idea of "rude" is what? Because we stare at you with a look of disbelief, you want to make our conduct poor. Because someone stood up later than usual to greet you, you want to write a letter to her parents and give her a fair conduct. Well, I have got news for you.
WE HATE YOU AND I HOPE YOU KNOW IT. you are such a freaking sucker and I don't have to talk about how you made all of us cry.
And for the other person who lectured Odd, I don't really like you too. If there's a problem, pick on me. Don't you pick n my friends and just label them as "people who are so full of themselves" when you don't even know them? Don't you just call them stuck up just because of that beastly BITCH'S words. Have you even heard about her? She's everything that sums up the word "FREAKING". She's such an asshole. There is no such rule that we HAVE to greet teachers whom don't give us respect. Odd wasn't even doing anything wrong you FREAKO. Just know that!
I don't even want to talk about you anymore, you bitch. You just ruined my day once more.
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there's this little secret in my heart. I want to tell you "I love you".
I love you, I really do.
Labels: rambles
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
Monday, March 26, 2007 ; 10:22 PM {♥}
All right, I sort of realised that I've been way too crappy with my dear juniors and thus I'm going to set down the new verdict.
Intense Trombone Training Will Commence on either Next Monday or Next Friday.
This is to ensure that there will be sufficient practice earned during sectional pratices and not to mention, less crap. Well, I'm sure not a workaholic that drives everyone around into a hardworking frenzy and so, be comforted that there is an existence of breaks in between.
Next, introducing... The Remote Control.
From the next sectional onwards, each one of you will receive a handy-dandy remote control, called The JJ Control. With this ultra superb and neat tool, you can readily turn the buzzing around your ears on or off. Meaning to say that, you can shut JJ up when you want to and you can turn her back on if you're too bored. It's as handy as a television remote control! Neat eh? So... remember to remind this forgetful JJ with a big empty head to hand out these remote controls to all juniors out there and to explain its functions in details and also of course to pass down The Verdict.
-the becoming of a great-and-efficient JJ
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Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
Thursday, March 22, 2007 ; 10:58 PM {♥}
I am so bleached.
Rumeng says that my blog is boring. Whatever. Hers is not any more interesting. At least, anime fanatics like me will like what I'm typing. Well, I'm not interested in your online diary Rumeng. So NOT interested. *sends evil glares*
Well, there you have it. A tribute to my favourite character in bleach, Hitsugaya Toushiro.
All Hail Hitsugaya Toushiro(:
This is my coolest blogskin ever. My skills are definitely improving(:
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Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
Monday, March 12, 2007 ; 3:12 PM {♥}
I went to the great big Courts and Ikea that opened up in Tampines recently yesterday.
Well, it was nothing much really, apart from the fact that it really is super big and it was constructed so that you had to browse through the whole place before you could leave. Meaning, there were no exits until the last place you could visit. Well, I went to Courts after Ikea and browsed through the laptops as my sister was considering getting a new one. I chanced upon an unlocked laptop and went to the internet and decided to visit Xia Xue's blog.
Well, there was nothing extraordinary, just those normal critism and cursing and swearing. But it got me thinking... Does she really have to be so rude? I don't know about what she thinks but really... It's not a very nice thing to see a young lady swearing like it's no big deal. If it was an occasional bad word it might be fine but you'd notice that nearly every post of hers has one or more swear words. Maybe she doesn't think that it's a big deal because many people are actually, y'know swearing like her as if it's nothing, but I really don't approve.
And so I decided to stop my own swearing if I have done it and to stop reading Xia Xue's blog. Afterall, it's her blog, her privacy and I really can't go up there and yell to her "STOP SWEARING! IT'S RUDE". If I believe that she has to, in anyway, obey me because I disapprove, I guess I have no right to write anything like this because I don't think she approves too well. So well, she has to right to write and if I don't like what she's writing, I have to right to stop reading. So to all those anonymous people who criticise her openly, it's better for you all to stop that.
The End (:
Labels: rambles
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
Friday, February 23, 2007 ; 10:26 PM {♥}
SUPPORT AALTEAM (:
www.aalteam.blogspot.com
Cause we just have to hate those ah lians :D
Let's support this team of brave people who stand up for the non-twit talkers in singapore. Thank this people for showing us the evil faces of the underworld: young teenage girls exposing too much flesh with ultra mini skirts, girls having pre-marital sex and smoking away, thinking it's cool.
The bloody doings of the ah lians are too much. Let us see them in the light of truth for once, who they really are. We must see the truth as soon as possible and stand in line with the AALteam in recovering the perfect english we've lost.
Cause I want to say goodbye to all the brainless twit talk X)
June. Jingjie(:
Labels: rambles
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
Sunday, January 28, 2007 ; 10:56 AM {♥}
I can't believe I ruined my blog.
Argh. How I just hate Blogger. I hate it to the core. DUMBASS! I hate it. Why did it turn out this way?! Why does blog want to have some stupid customise your template thing that inspired me to change the whole format so that I couldn't have my own skins anymore. I hate the new blogger. I should have stuck with the old one. It's the dumbest thing ever. STUPID!
And it took me so long to recreate a new blog of the same address. And now I have to import some old posts over too =.=
byebye to my 121 old posts.
I'm so going to change out of blogger soon.
Labels: rambles
Yours sincerely, MS. JINGS {♥}
